I will find a way -- or make one.
Courage to me is doing something daring, no matter how afraid, insecure, intimidated, alone, unworthy, incapable, ridiculed or whatever other paralyzing emotion you might feel. Courage is taking action.....no matter what. So you're afraid? Be afraid. Be scared silly to the point you're trembling and nauseous, but do it anyway!
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Date: 2014-05-16 07:02 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2014-05-16 07:29 pm (UTC)[Yes, he did, but he's not going to admit it over the phone like this. Come on Sanageyama, like he'd incriminate himself like that. Just take his silence the first time as a yes.]
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Date: 2014-05-16 07:34 pm (UTC)[FOR HACKING THE GOVERNMENT OH MY GOD INUMUTA.]
Where are you now?
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Date: 2014-05-16 07:37 pm (UTC)Will you do as I asked, if it comes down to it?
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Date: 2014-05-16 07:38 pm (UTC)Yes.
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Date: 2014-05-16 07:43 pm (UTC)... I'll be back in a few days. I hope.
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Date: 2014-05-16 07:49 pm (UTC)Stupid friendship.]
Just keep yourself safe, alright. Don't do anything stupid.
[Anything else, he means.]
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Date: 2014-05-16 10:49 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-05-16 11:35 pm (UTC)I mean I can't believe I'm saying this, but it was reckless.
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Date: 2014-05-16 11:43 pm (UTC)[Wow. He really fucked up hard, didn't he? Even Sanageyama is calling him reckless. But he has all this pressure to always be in the know, to find things out, to be on top of everything, information wise...]
I have my reasons.
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Date: 2014-05-17 12:07 am (UTC)It's the consequences that matter. If this were Honnouji, you'd have been stripped of your rank and kicked out of the student council.
[See, he understands your situation right now very well. Actions have consequences. Fuckups have worse consequences.]
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Date: 2014-05-17 12:18 am (UTC)[Accidentally raising his voice... Deep breath. Calm down. He has enough self respect to not let Sanageyama know just how much he's freaking out about this.]
I'm handling it.
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Date: 2014-05-17 12:27 am (UTC)[And he's back to himself, now.]
I'm going to go now. Talk to you later.
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Date: 2014-05-17 12:28 am (UTC)